Doesn't it seem reasonable that God, being all powerful, can heal you from all forms of sadness, loneliness and fear? Doesn't it make sense that as we practice our prayer and listening with God that we should have the gifts of happiness and peace that our friends say will come? Yet all too often we continually find spaces that are unhealed and painful. That we keep tripping over, and find ourselves in that familiar scenario of loneliness and despair that brings us to our knees wondering how this could happen again.
We try and figure it out to no avail. It seems we are powerless over our situation and choices. Yet there is something we can do. We can help others! What!? You say? I need to get over my guilt before I can help anyone else. This simply isn't true. Try it! You can't stay sad if you make someone glad. It's simple and anyone will do. All you have to do is make them feel happy and you'll be amazed. The love of God itself will raise you up and make this possible in ANY situation despite whatever you are going through.
This is the real meaning of service. Stepping onto the transparent path of faith to help your brother. Who else but a loving and caring God would support you with the power of the universe to do exactly what he does? And who receives all the benefits of this deal? You! All problems seem insignificant before the extension of God's love to everyone. You are a Teacher of God whose function it is to save the world. How is this possible? By a power greater than yourself that lies within you.
A Course In Miracles
Workbook Lesson 70
MY SLAVATION COMES FROM ME.
All temptation is nothing more than some form of the basic temptation not to believe the idea for today. Salvation seems to come from anywhere except from you. So, too, does the source of guilt. You see neither guilt nor salvation as in your own mind and nowhere else. When you realize that all guilt is solely an invention of your mind, you also realize that guilt and salvation must be in the same place. In understanding this you are saved.
The seeming cost of accepting today's idea is this: It means that nothing outside yourself can save you; nothing outside yourself can give you peace. But it also means that nothing outside yourself can hurt you, or disturb your peace or upset you in any way. Today's idea places you in charge of the universe, where you belong because of what you are. This is not a role that can be partially accepted. And you must surely begin to see that accepting it is salvation.
It may not, however, be clear to you why the recognition that guilt is in your own mind entails the realization that salvation is there as well. God would not have put the remedy for the sickness where it cannot help. That is the way your mind has worked, but hardly His. He wants you to be healed, so He has kept the Source of healing where the need for healing lies.
You have tried to do just the opposite, making every attempt, however distorted and fantastic it might be, to separate healing from the sickness for which it was intended, and thus keep the sickness. Your purpose was to ensure that healing did not occur. God's purpose was to ensure that it did.
Today we practice realizing that God's Will and ours are really the same in this. God wants us to be healed, and we do not really want to be sick, because it makes us unhappy. Therefore, in accepting the idea for today, we are really in agreement with God. He does not want us to be sick. Neither do we. He wants us to be healed. So do we.
“PRACTICAL EXPERIENCE shows that nothing will so much insure immunity from drinking as intensive work with other alcoholics. It works when other activities fail. This is our twelfth suggestion: Carry this message to other alcoholics! You can help when no one else can. You can secure their confidence when others fail. Remember they are very ill.
Life will take on new meaning. To watch people recover, to see them help others, to watch loneliness vanish, to see a fellowship grow up about you, to have a host of friends—this is an experience you must not miss. We know you will not want to miss it. Frequent contact with newcomers and each other is the bright spot of our lives.
Perhaps you are not acquainted with any drinkers who want to recover. You can easily find some by asking a few doctors, ministers, priests or hospitals. They will be only too glad to assist you. Don’t start out as an evangelist or reformer. Unfortunately a lot of prejudice exists. You will be handicapped if you arouse it. Ministers and doctors are competent and you can learn much from them if you wish, but it happens that because of your own drinking experience you can be uniquely useful to other alcoholics. So cooperate; never criticize. To be helpful is our only aim.”
The Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous p.89
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